Views About Master, Method, Meditation Part -12
33. During the course of my living
34. From the Sanctum Sanctorum
35. Though art the knower of all
36. With a sigh of relief when I did introspection
In the mid ocean of loss
22/11/2006 07:08:34 PM
In the mid ocean of loss of my teacher’s physical presence, suddenly I realized, me, present in the mid of infinite expansive still waters, sitting alone in the boat which has no provision for rudders and having no idea of direction, in the twilight. I have to call it as light, without effulgence, or no light, no darkness or twilight because these above mentioned state of existence is perceivable with what and how I perceived, no idea and a feeling is there and that I was made to see those things, utter silence prevailing, as there are no sounds or movements, I presumed it as silence, rather my being is the personification of that which is may be the source of that very silence or something different than silence or ‘ perfect stillness’, and thought can not reach nor thought can remain, can I call as thoughtlessness, no it is much more than that, then what it is, I am attempting to put it this way, when there is no perceiver and no perceivable existence even then there is something and that is what it is. How was I able to illustrate all above mentioned?
When My Teacher made that state to prevail in me and after making me to experience of that state and thereafter while bringing me out of that state, He bestowed on me the consciousness of that order which can experience, note and remember them as experience and able to bring down to that level where and then it is possible for those experiences to explain and put to writing and only He knows for what purpose for which He administered this process in my being. His training purpose was making the being to realize, though He might have used any tool for that purpose’s accomplishment All along my tutelage under Him, during the times He was physically present, He sparsely used the medium of oral communication to communicate to me for my training nor I ever engaged Him with that medium. But I never felt that anything He left in His communication for training, rather I was always convinced that He never left anything which needed to be communicated, whichever is essential to me for my training. It used to be, I feel now, happening automatically depending upon my past, present and future needs and requirements. He was engaged completely in training only though I know nothing about it.
That Physical Presence made all those things possible to take place and affect the training upon all the individuals through the different tools of communication mediums depending upon their individual needs while present before Him and all
the times it is this experience of one and all that their doubts, clarifications expected, dilemmas and direction sought were, cleared, given, vanished accomplished automatically and satisfied are those souls who used to return to their homes, with a feeling of accomplishment.
That consciousness veil He unveiled parallely sharpening my mind to understand the above unveiled state. This process of unveiling innumerable states of consciousness He set into motion from the time He left His Mortal Frame. Perplexed mind of mine couldn’t interpret the experiences due to the existing shock of His Leaving the Physical Body as well as the event of dispossession of Raichur Ashram.
About two weeks ago an abhyasi brother asked me to put into writing of my experiences with the great one for the benefit it could give after reading the same, then why not? This prompted me to try to know first myself and understand myself of all those years of His Training which He imparted to me.
When this suggestion was made to me, I heard and it appears that my heart accepted it but yet I don’t know what to do? How to do? What happened thereafter?
My Master and My Teacher opened the retrospection wing of my mind, as well they transmitted the analytical element and orderly thinking methodology to my mind and created in me a one pointed orientation with a swiftness to reach wherever they want and whenever they want and however they want?
This is to my utter dismay and wonder and it is happening till now indicating to me that they are the Masters of that art and Me and it happens only when they decide.
His Physical Presence was enough for me than any amount of training and blessings, grace and whatever and I was satisfied with that, but not He, He kept training me for all eventualities of life without giving me any knowledge about it so as to reveal itself when that appropriate time presents.
The process of enfoldment has begun to find Him and keep unfolding all the layers and bundles to find Him and to find Him and keep finding Him all through and all along and when that process of unfolding is over you end up in finding Him there too and now without any layers or bundles, levels and states and status, planes and dimension, degrees of intensities, as well the beginning, the middle and the end and that very path and method is He alone and He alone and now what remains The Pure Divine.
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During the course of my living
During the course of my living somehow I had developed scant respect for vocal debate and discussions on the subject matters of spirit and divine and especially about Master and Method, and of My Great Teacher, apart from nuances and subtlelities of the subject matter and it was my feeling that it was a wasteful exercise of wasting energy of sound form and am living with conviction that the sound made through my vocal chords is of Him and Him only then it has meaning.
Rest of utterances of words and application of rest of words are same for me, which are without any purpose and where the missing link of His Essence, is clearly visible and I couldn’t bring His Essence in those wasteful utterances of mine. That Sound form of expression was yet to be strengthened, altered, oriented and directed and made fit to express His Voice through the medium of Sound-Nada Brahma.
Then serious correction has to be undertaken at the level of ‘heard’ through the physical medium of Ear of Sound, the physical part and channels are seasoned to receive and understand only of matter and mundane world again the same missing link of His Essence vibrantly visible and reminding me to what great extent I had ruined those noble means which are true carriers of that nobility of His Remembrance and that utterances are of Sacred Syllables reminding me of Divine. Unless He bestows me that state where, Uttered is Divine, Heard is Divine, Understood is Divine, Interpreted is Divine, Interpreter is Divine and otherwise it is not possible at all.
Proper correction, coordination compatible state has to be restored among these elements called Mouth, Vocal Chords, and Ear and its Channels. His Voice’s medium is this mouth, the sound emerged is of Him, and of Heard is He alone and the grace of Him is flown through these channels of Ear as He trot upon them this way to make them Sacred and they became Sacred.
I couldn’t understand all those above stated thoughts and states during the Beloved Times of My Great Teacher rather He chose to give me these now as it is right time for me to receive from him and He made me to understand that I took time to listen to Him. Its all right Let Thy Will Shall Prevail and Will Prevail.
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From the Sanctum Sanctorum when the Pure Prana Eternal got consumed, The Temple, got dilapidated allowing the darkness to rein over, leaving a faint idea of Divine existence this led that Temple in-charge to perform certain rituals in the name of God and certainly performing those rituals also for the gratification of desires, as the darkness lid was gripped on the searchlight called mind.
The sacred
Persistence of situation existence in that fashion gave birth to chaotic state in the
When the Pure Divine started His search for His Dear Ones, to His astonishment He found Only One Existence that is Darkness. He pondered over the matter and understood the hopelessness of the situation and the meekness and haplessness of His Dear One called Human, whom He painstakingly created and so dear to Him. What is the solution and How I should clear the mess for my dear one and guarantee the continuity of human race and to Help the sincere seekers on their path and to remove the oppression from these oppressed minds.
He decided with utmost compassion and mercy and love to come down to this mother earth and revitalized it with the Pure Prana Eternal and taken birth as Human Being thereby charging with vitality of Pure Prana Eternal that very process of procreation and the process got sanctified and living in the institution of family, charging the very fabric of family with Pure Prana Eternal and Dyed it with Love and Divine.. Zealously He adhered to the principles of Institution of society and adhered strictly to the principles of Family Hierarchy being devoted son, brother and father and husband thereby He further strengthened those relationship spirit and continuity and filled it with Pure Prana Eternal thereby sanctified that institution. By passing through the Institution of Marriage He Sanctified all those processes and assured its continuity to the human race. He sanctified the Institution of Religion by strictly following those customs. He made this mother earth as Santum Sanctorum for the entire universes by His Living Physically Here.
He brought down with Him a Original Method of Practice, with a simple prayer, for God/Self realization, Supporting it with His Pranahuthi- Pranasya Pranaha, as well to remove the oppression of darkness, from the oppressed. He Himself allowed Himself to become the Soul of that method of Practice and Process.
He lived as Human and continued to live as Human so that this Human race continues to exist forever.
Any way Who is He? Babu Ramchandra of Shahjahanpur,(U.P.). Method is Sahaj Marg.
Process is Prayer, Meditation, Cleaning and Bed time Prayer and Constant remembrance of Divine. He Himself and Pranahuthi is gift to the sincere seekers. Do we need Him and His Gift? Any how He is with Us and He can’t help it.
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Thou art the knower of all, Thou art the way of all, Thou art the essence of all, Thou art the means of all and Thou art the End of all.
With Thy Grace this knowledge flown to me, though I know not the path, know not the means, know not the way, and lastly, know not the Essence.
But for the kind Thy Self, That Truth, That Thy Self is Only The Truth, and Thy Self Granted That Boon to this same-me.
Unto Thee, these all belongs, A certain of a Fact, How about this same-me?
Trials and Tribulations, pains and pangs, Tears for the Turpitude of the same-me, what has this self has other than those?
Mountains of Miseries, Heaps of Issues, Weights of deeds, Ropes of Results of chaste deeds as well of sinful acts, I carry with and on my back in order to reach Thy Holiness, but failed miserably, Agonizing is the fact that it couldn’t even touch Thy Holiness. Then where is the way, what is the way, how is it possible for this same-me to communicate, when Thy Holiness refuse to accept to hear my moans and groans, then the question of Mercy doesn’t arise, Though Thou art The Merciful. Test not me My Lord, I am incapable. Tease not me My Lord, I am shame less. Tell me not My Lord, I can’t. I am an exhausted bunch of Self.
Sail not this worldliness, Oh! My Lord, know not the secret to sail, Thou art the Sailor who could Sail this Life boat in the rough waters, and high tides of mean minds and matter.
Have not the means to live Oh! My Lord other than Thy Grace, know not the means to Live, Oh! My Lord, other than Thy Self to Seek, Thy Self knows to Mend it or End it.
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With a sigh of relief when I did introspection
Never ever I imagined such a thing can happen to me, in my life, as I am one among the masses, who has no knowledge of Ancient Texts, Philosophies or religious rituals, which has become precondition or eligible criteria for any aspirant to aspire such an event to occur in life, pathetic was my state that I didn’t aspire for such a thing, because I was novice in those matters.
Then How did it happen? Though not mystery, still it falls under the category of natural occurrence when anybody practices a Raja Yoga Method of Meditation, with sound principles, which are laid down after careful study, and having taken into consideration of all the aspects of human existence and states and stages and living, apart from human capacities of present times, as well realized a state of the same principles which could prove at any given time for the sincere seekers who practice without any bar of their status, sex, age, times and geographical demarcations, can experience and realize such results, under the capable guidance and support of Great Master, -which becomes deciding factors in bringing out such results within a little span of time.
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